| 24/06/11 19:20 |
Eve Where were you today? |
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| 24/06/11 20:03 |
Eve Answer your phone, Amy. |
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| 24/06/11 20:40 |
Eve ??? |
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Amy |
24/06/11 23:38 |
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I’m really really sorry |
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It was just too much |
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I’m sorry |
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| 24/06/11 23:47 |
Eve Amy, come on. You knew this was important. |
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| God, I’m so disappointed in you today. | ||
| What the hell was going through your head? | ||
Amy |
25/06/11 00:06 |
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I’m a fucking idiot |
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| 25/06/11 00:07 |
Eve I would never, ever bail on someone like you did to me today. |
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| You embarrassed me in front of the entire lecture hall. In front of W.C. Jones! | ||
| You had everything you were going to say written up! | ||
| All you had to do was read it! | ||
| What is wrong with you? | ||
Amy |
25/06/11 00:11 |
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I know you’re mad and you should be but it really really hurts to hear you talk like this |
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| 25/06/11 00:12 |
Eve GOOD |
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| It should hurt, because I need you to understand that this is NOT A GAME | ||
| I had to pick one pupil out of the entire graduating co-hort, and I chose you, because I thought you were up to it | ||
| And you’re a no show because you thought it’d be hard to make one speech and accept an award? | ||
| Christ, Amy. If you think that’s hard, then maybe you aren’t ready for a full-time position, because it only gets a lot harder from here | ||
| If your approach to problems around here is to vanish into thin air, then you’re going to have a lot worse to worry about than whether or not a roomful of strangers likes you | ||
| You don’t feel up to it? You fake it | ||
| Something is too much? You get over it and do it anyway | ||
| You’re afraid? Yeah, well we’re all afraid. Grow up. | ||
| You work here now, and certain duties are expected of you as part of your job. You don’t get to just ditch the parts you don’t like | ||
| You took the easy way out, and your choices reflect on mine | ||
| And if you kill me then I can't protect you | ||
Amy |
25/06/11 00:19 |
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| 25/06/11 00:19 |
Eve Oh god amy |
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| fucking you up?? you know whats fucked up? | ||
| my father stole my body | ||
| the walls were thin so my mother would blast music | ||
| even when he killed charlie she didnt stand up to him | ||
| the only woman I ever loved is gone | ||
| every single day is a day I should have spent with her instead. | ||
| but the reality is that i come here day after day, month after month, year after year, and between all the boys wanking to stolen pictures of your tits and ass and yucking it up about the variety of ways theyd like to rape you i just HOPE that some day it'll all be worth it | ||
| And when your job is to make events like todays work and your protege doesn't even respect you enough to bother to show up, suddenly you're not getting into meetings you were before, and they start to keep tabs, and there's twenty people between you and him | ||
| EVERYTHING here is 1 step forward, 10 stesp back | ||
| i give you the tiniest amount of responsibility and you managed to blow up my entire world | ||
| and that makes me feel like it isn’t very fucking worth it at the moment | ||
| i was wrong about you | ||
Amy |
25/06/11 00:23 |
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im so sorry that happened to you thats horrible |
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i didn’t know. fuck |
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fuck im so so sorry i wish i could take it all back |
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i never wanted to disapoint you like this |
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| 25/06/11 00:32 |
Eve well now you know |
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| im going to bed. | ||
| goodnight. | ||
Amy |
25/06/11 00:40 |
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please text me if you need someone to talk to |
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im sorry again |
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goodnight. |