11/03/09
22:31		 Alison
hey		  
  so  
  i need to tell u something  
 

Eve
oh

 11/03/09
22:33
 

whats up

  
11/03/09
22:35		 Alison
ur going 2 hate me		  
 

Eve
what

 11/03/09
22:36
 

why

  
 

i could never hate u

  
11/03/09
22:38		 Alison
so		  
  ive started smoking again  
 

Eve
oh

 11/03/09
22:40
11/03/09
22:41		 Alison
yeah		  
  sorry  
 

Eve
how long ago did u start

 11/03/09
22:42
11/03/09
22:42		 Alison
3 weeks		  
  shit eve im sorry  
  u were so proud of me for quitting  
 

Eve
im still proud of u

 11/03/09
22:43
11/03/09
22:43		 Alison
i was proud of me :(		  
  r u angry  
  ur allowed 2 be angry  
 

Eve
im not angry

 11/03/09
22:44
11/03/09
22:44		 Alison
i promised u that id quit		  
  im sorry  
 

Eve
its ok

 11/03/09
22:46
 

i knew

  
11/03/09
22:47		 Alison
oh		  
  right  
  how  
 

Eve
u would get out of bed and go outside

 11/03/09
22:49
 

it was pretty obvious

  
11/03/09
22:50		 Alison
i guess		  
  that makes it seem like i thought u were stupid im sorry  
  i feel awful  
  i let u down  
 

Eve
u havent let me down

 11/03/09
22:50
 

u can quit again

  
11/03/09
22:51		 Alison
i dont know that i can		  
 

Eve
ofc u can

 11/03/09
22:51
 

ur fucking amazing at everything u do

  
 

u can do this

  
11/03/09
22:53		 Alison
thank u xx		  
  i know ur right  
  but once i start again it feels impossible  
 

Eve
i know :(

 11/03/09
22:54
 

its my fault isnt it

  
11/03/09
22:54		 Alison
what		  
  no  
  this is my dumb choice  
 

Eve
its all the stress i put u thru

 11/03/09
22:54
 

u carry me and its getting 2 u

  
11/03/09
22:55		 Alison
thats not whats happening		  
  i promise  
  this is just work and mum  
 

Eve
sorry im making this about me

 11/03/09
22:56
 

sorry

  
11/03/09
22:56		 Alison
ur not		  
  this affects both of us  
  ur allowed to be hurt  
 

Eve
ok

 11/03/09
22:58
 

yeah

  
 

i am hurt but

  
 

i understand

  
 

i just dont want to lose u :(

  
11/03/09
22:58		 Alison
ofc :(		  
  im going to try quitting again i promise  
 

Eve
thank u

 11/03/09
22:59
 

u need to do it 4 u tho

  
 

yeah?

  
11/03/09
23:00		 Alison
i am		  
 

Eve
good xx

 11/03/09
23:00
 

if can get better so can u

  
 

u can do this

  
 

i believe in u

  
11/03/09
23:01		 Alison
thank u <3		  
  i love u  
  wish i could hug u right now  
 

Eve
i love u 2 <3

 11/03/09
23:02
 

i can come over?

  
 

if its not too late?

  
11/03/09
23:02		 Alison
yeah that'd be really nice :)		  
 

Eve
ok

 11/03/09
23:02
 

ill be there in 45 is that ok?

  
11/03/09
23:03		 Alison
ofc		  
  cant wait 2 see u  
 

Eve
me too <3

 11/03/09
23:03
11/03/09
23:04		 Alison
ur an awesome girlfriend		  
 

Eve
i know ;)

 11/03/09
23:04
11/03/09
23:04		 Alison
thank u for being so supportive		  
  im so lucky to have u  
 

Eve
im lucky to have u

 11/03/09
23:05
 

ive got to grab c lothes and stuff

  
 

ill text u when im on the trin

  
 

train*

  
11/03/09
23:05		 Alison
ok sure		  
  thank u for being u  
  see u soon  
 

Eve
<3

 11/03/09
23:07