23/04/09
14:06		 Alison
hey		  
  r u free 2 talk  
 

Eve
yeah

 23/04/09
14:10
 

u ok?

  
23/04/09
14:11		 Alison
not really		  
  results came back positive  
  lung cancer  
 

Eve
oh ally im so sorry thats horrible

 23/04/09
14:11
 

how is he doing?

  
23/04/09
14:13		 Alison
not great		  
  its stage 3  
  hes devestated  
 

Eve
omg ally thats awful

 23/04/09
14:14
 

shit

  
 

do u want me to come round

  
23/04/09
14:15		 Alison
i dont think so		  
  dont think dad would want people over or anything  
 

Eve
u can come to me if u need 2

 23/04/09
14:15
23/04/09
14:16		 Alison
i think dad wants me here		  
  sorry honey  
 

Eve
no honey ofc

 23/04/09
14:16
 

u should be there 4 him

  
 

how r u doing

  
23/04/09
14:19		 Alison
not good haha but		  
  dont think im the one who should be complaining  
 

Eve
hey

 23/04/09
14:20
 

ur allowed to be upset

  
 

talk to me sweetie <3

  
23/04/09
14:22		 Alison
yeah		  
  ok <3  
  i dunno  
  u never think it will happen 2 u  
  i mean 2 us i guess  
  i never thought id have to lose my daddy  
  omg just typingit fucking hurts  
 

Eve
honey im so sorry

 23/04/09
14:24
 

i understand

  
 

i know its different but i lost my dad

  
23/04/09
14:24		 Alison
yeah		  
 

Eve
and ur dad isnt my dad

 23/04/09
14:24
23/04/09
14:25		 Alison
i know		  
 

Eve
i shouldnt compare im sorry

 23/04/09
14:25
23/04/09
14:25		 Alison
no its ok dont apologise		  
  thank u 4 being here rn  
 

Eve
ofc <3

 23/04/09
14:25
23/04/09
14:27		 Alison
<3		  
  how did u handle it  
  sorry that  
 

came out weird

  
 

Eve
no no

23/04/09
14:27
23/04/09
14:27		 Alison
sorry		  
 

Eve
no its ok

 23/04/09
14:27
 

i get what ur asking

  
 

i mean i feel different about my dad than u do

  
 

but i still lost my dad

  
 

it fucking sucked

  
 

i felt fucking empty for forever

  
23/04/09
14:29		 Alison
yeah		  
 

Eve
but that doesnt mean that will happen to u

 23/04/09
14:30
23/04/09
14:32		 Alison
maybe		  
  just feel so hopeless right now  
 

Eve
i know :(

 23/04/09
14:33
 

how long did they say he has

  
 

not that u have 2 asnwer

  
23/04/09
14:34		 Alison
1 year		  
 

Eve
honey im so sorry

 23/04/09
14:34
23/04/09
14:35		 Alison
yeah		  
 

Eve
hey

 23/04/09
14:35
 

doctors get it wrong all the time

  
 

and he could go into remission

  
 

and even then sometimes u can live for years

  
23/04/09
14:36		 Alison
yeah		  
 

Eve
is it operable

 23/04/09
14:37
23/04/09
14:37		 Alison
they dontt know yet		  
  i just hate to think of him going thru all that  
 

Eve
i know

 23/04/09
14:37
 

is there anything i can do

  
23/04/09
14:40		 Alison
idk		  
  i think i need to be alone for a while  
  sorry  
 

Eve
no thats ok

 23/04/09
14:40
23/04/09
14:41		 Alison
i just need 2 get my head together		  
  thank u for being there  
  i love u so much <3  
 

Eve
i love u 2 <3

 23/04/09
14:42
 

youll get thru this i promise

  
 

ur so strong honey

  
 

and youll be strong for ur dad

  
 

ur incredible and amazing and if anyone can handle this its u

  
23/04/09
14:46

Alison
<3 <3 <3

  
  ill text u later  
 

Eve
ofc <3

 23/04/09
14:47
 

take all the time u need

  
 

ill be right here when u need me

  
23/04/09
14:48		 Alison
loving u <3		  
 

Eve
<3

 23/04/09
14:48